a place for remembrance...

 今日は楽しかったよ。 お友達といっぱいお話して遊んだよ。 Penguiniが新しいお友達を誘ってきて、一緒にカスタムゲームして遊んだ。 みんなすごく面白かった。 たくさん笑った。 あとJustinからのお誘いがあった。 日曜日雨なのにサイクリングしたいってwww 新しい自転車が届くから。 でも日曜日はKevinと予定があるし、雨も降るからその次の日曜日に参加するよって言った。 Poopyも雨は嫌だって言って行きたくないみたい XD でもどうしても今週の日曜日にサイクリングしたいから一人でも行くってw すごく楽しみみたいだった。 面白い人。

 Another day of chaos. I haven't been doing so well. Especially with my work messing up my sleep schedule. I wake up when it's night and fall asleep when it's daytime. I've been just feeling like sh** every day. I went on my computer to watch some anime but the internet was crappy. We were getting another spring storm and I think that's the cause of it. I decided to do some analog things like reading a book. I didn't have any new ones so I picked up an old one I've already read. But I realized I didn't have a bookmark for it so I decided to use one of my postcards. As I was postcard hunting, I came across the collection of postcards from iris. So I decided to sort them in order by date for fun. By the time I was done, it was already dinner time. After dinner, the wifi was still in the same condition, so I decided to envelop the letter I wrote to my thirty-year-old self. I also turned off the lights and lit a candle for the mood. Turned out pretty cute bu...

 Today was an interesting, yet rather chaotic day. Today was the day of my Seijinshiki photoshoot in a furisode. It seems like it's a very very special day for many people in this country. I didn't really have a special care for it though. I thought it was going to be something like putting on a yukata . Just over my inner layer clothings. But no apparently and my mum didn't tell me that until three minutes before our departure. I panicked. My mum was like no one else will be there while you're changing.  Except for the changing assistants. I WAS LIKE ********* THOSE ARE PEOPLE. I was like f*ck it I'm keeping my tank top on and they can't stop me. So I walk into the studio and there's a make-up artist and a hairstylist waiting for me. In my head, I'm like alright, you know, not a big deal. I sit down and they start to look and inspect my hair and face really carefully and closely. Planning their course of action. They asked me questions like, is there an...